It seems that the Lord has other plans for us.
I went to the doctors today because I was concerned about somethings and I found out that it was just not our time to have a baby.
It's really hard to face but I know that I am not alone, I have my wonderful caring husband who would do anything for me. Wonderful parents and in-laws who are so loving and caring. And whole ton of friends. I also know that Lord is always here with us and he understands every thing that we go through and he cares for each and everyone of us.
Like I said this is really hard but I also know that its not the end of the world.